Round Moonlight, moonlit

 Should not be hard to forget someone, or why so many people who are familiar with, despite how hard you have been blurred to think about it, I think so. So I thought I had forgotten him, though I did not leave his day hard every day to forget what his point, but at least, has been indifferent to it, have colorful memories was gray and not dotted my life again, do not let me because of memories of very happy, really The has been let go for a long time. Hengheng walk the streets with my happy smile of the evening, phone ringing even floated the news that he once again heard someone call his name what he said, and I heart could be so trembling, even feel so weak, even the phone to be hold on, but also the other end can not hear the voice of the phone, everything seems to freeze at that moment. as if just yesterday I was on my few a buddy of his said that I categorically do not have the feeling, how can I explain my moment of panic? I heard a voice hysterical heart of the never-ending question, ; tears welling up suddenly, strangely, did not fall to the eyes, so see what all the water misty, innocent TMD heat. Ashen's home, a person, God arranged it? busy day at home only I am a man, very good, this is how I see just fine. Turn on the computer listening to music, nice, I like the song is nice. But the night was getting late in the elevated temperature, not hot I feel so I cried to silent tears, not sad. had always said to myself, why think he is because he is more than a year to talk to anyone including family members cut off contact, but now know he had a very good, and then do not miss him for any reason, your heart is pulling why? Is never a completely say goodbye to him? Do've been waiting for today? oxygen in the room seemed to be very thin, I decided to go for a walk, accompanied with the pace of messy and his mind is full of memories, I have not so presumptuous to touch that recalls the original still so clear, clear to his words to me one day, he seemed clearly to the left just yesterday. with him do not know when I love him, do not understand more than he loved me, I always think the total turn around some of his trouble, a micromanager are good for me as I thought, if I like more stupid; a big man so in love with blush, but also a long two dimples, laughing like a girl looks awkward ...... but now I often think of it is that sunny smile and all around me makes me dependent feeling of happiness. I so bitter memories of rolling, until the feeling of heartache. suddenly looked up, actually saw a big round moon, a bit ironic, you are not, or do not think so, hope, although some negative days, the moon was so bright, in the past let him past it, has long been separated from the truth, why bother clinging to what point? my heart should be so bright. me laugh looking at the moon, the moon see me see smile on the outside, although the tears in the flashing eyes. I waved toward the moon, full moon night, and I love and who I have given my love to the man, waving goodbye.