However, if I close my eyes could see the rain that covered the little boy stared at me. The look has not accumulated time and ambiguous, it seems through the lengthy time deeply imprinted in my mind, never forget ... ...
early in the my parents died, I told the body weak grandma, 13 square tuck shops is the only source of our lives. But I do not think there is any unfortunate, have not been to heaven and hell are good.
first happiness I feel is my grandmother picked up things, no additional money to buy, pick up is the best alternative. So I had arm of the doll, not fit the shoes, and a brother.
him the day, wind and rain.
I saw from the window what Grandma pulled one back, I thought they retrieve the gift, happy at the door, greet,Discount UGG boots, so I see him. I recall this scene countless times: he rags, dirty looking face looks clear, the eyes are very bright, not saying a word, drops of water dripping from eyelashes, do not twinkle of stared at me. Very strange, I was not a little surprised, as foreseen at this time he walked into my life will be the same.
He shook his head and did not speak. Grandma took the meal came, said: br> He nodded, and I surprisingly happy, because he was listening to my words.
night, Grandma in our spacious room had not hung curtains article, his brother sleep in my bed, my grandmother slept on the other side.
go to bed, I lifted the curtain on the wind, said: >
I Wall frightened at me, handsome little face became pale. I did not think he would scare into that look like guilt.
grandmother fell asleep at night, I quietly reached into his side and whispered: out a little cold in the blanket, just about to come back, the wind was gently pulled me. I am very happy, tightly gripping his hand and soon fell asleep.
That night, we met the first night, so hand in hand to spend.
that year, I was 12 years old, Wei wind 11.
I am the most beautiful girl in the vicinity, which is why I did not feel, unfortunately another important reason. Should not only look at appearance, but looks good people will make people more willing to understand the inner, so easy to find the advantages, so more is you like. I'm so are street to the pet of a boy.
However, the more grown up, a friend talks about me less. They gradually come to me not to tuck shops, only Lin Jie of Fu also always enthusiastically of running, gave me all kinds of glass beads. Until one day, do not come even fools, and I finally found the answers to this question.
day I stopped in the alley to see the wind Ah, I was about to walk past but hear the wind, said: Street, the most beautiful girl! I'm her favorite!
by wind down to the ground.
I was surprised to stand aside, no one would like to pull them in the past, because I saw the tall, although Fu such as wind, but wind prevailed, and the wind playing ruthless, desperate ruthless. Besides, I would like to know why the wind to prevent fools to find me and him fight.
Soon Fu on Gurao, and the wind's face was swollen, he Buyiburao say: promised, trembling out of lanes, I actually saw no say a word.
I did not look at him went to the wind side, touch his face swollen, said:
I am a bit angry, hate the attitude he ignored me, straight face, said: Roger did not come to me, are you doing it!
his eyes are pure, pure and strong.
me and his look.
only the wind alone? Although he was very quiet, but chatted with him and the Fu than comfortable with, and this comfort is everywhere.
several months he would save money, buy my favorite red bean paste, dumplings come back. In fact, I never said they like red bean paste, have also chosen to eat dumplings stuffing is a luxury thing, but a long time ago that eating the dumplings, I ate a red bean paste in the two alone, he will quiet down.
he would wait for me at the school gate every day from school, it is natural that took my backpack for my umbrella, to stretch on tiptoe to her grandmother to his scarf around my neck.
he pouted and washing dishes in my time, come to me to open my crowded, rough and dry up in the pond edge. When I accidentally broke the plate, when said out loud to Grandma: Roger, Fu is not in, he always stood. I am very happy he was like this.
next day, Fu mother to see her grandmother spit:
After that, no who is going to find me, I gradually lost contact with others.
that year,UGG boots clearanc, I am 13 years old, Wei wind 12 years.
grandmother without any signs of leaving us.
first she just having a cold, constantly coughing, I advised her to life and death to the hospital but she refused: better a white lie to you! better drink some water miles! That evening we came home from school, her grandmother had been dying in the chair, and she stared at his brother looked for a long time, finally looked at me and sighed, did not say a word and left eyes open. I cried a very tough battle that night, the wind has been gripping my hand, a moment separated from
Then I thought, when Grandma and as Wind may have some so-called exchange of ideas, and her grandmother before the death of his meaning to read, but also anticipate our future.
after finishing her grandmother's funeral, I never felt the pressure of life and energetic was placed in front of me. Previously, the poor, there is no good to enjoy, but you can feed and clothe 13 square tuck shops scattered with grandma for others to do the chores but also to my brother and I grew up carefree. But the grandmother died, shops have not opened no one to look after, I and the wind drift of the rest on its laurels for a few months, and finally to the time when gunned. We do not have money, home inventory has been eaten, I looked at the empty shelves for the first time the uncomfortable feeling hungry.
I blind turn in the alley, there is no such place to my casual. Through the dark when it began to rain, various shops are playing a molten, I found nothing. I feel very helpless, do not eat one day, hungry, Lin Zhaoyu, all wet. I think of Grandma, I think I probably dying. Wind does not always speak silently behind me
how do? how do you say we? ... ...
wind suddenly grabbed my shoulders and says with conviction: while I choked, while surprised at him
do not know when to start, the wind has been higher than my first half, and had thin little he actually became very strong. Also, his lips grew a shaggy beard, and I have small breasts bulge. We all grow up, boys and girls from the men and women to step into. Fate not help select, time can not be reset, and now even in the absence of the grandmother of us, but also independent live.
wind arm very hard, my shoulders in his hands is extraordinarily thin, strong his eyes looked at me, I failed to say what Zhang mouth. In reality he was weak in front of me than a lot.
the way home, such as wind walked at my side,UGG boots clearanc, I feel not so the hungry, do not cry. I think that playing in the alley happy little girl after all, inevitable as the past. Wind is no longer the silent plea in my side of the little boys.
suddenly feel, though we walk the same road, but the future had unknowingly separated us a little bit. At least, he has come from behind me, around me.
that year, I am 15 years old, Wei wind 14.
17-year-old is the rainy season, rainy season does not know others will not so much under my rain,Discount UGG boots, lightning, overwhelming, what is life ... ...
brother dropped out of school at a site after find a job, he tall tall and strong, contracting very brisk to accept him. Brother work hard, earn good or ill enough that we survived. I continue to female high school, very smooth rise on the school's high school, I was studying very hard, because I know his brother to pay it gives me the right uniform, and I naturally want to play this right to the very To. I like the wind, I have to go to university, and then sending him to school to earn money to study. He always smiled and did not speak, I know he does not hate studying, before school and his name forever in eugenics standings, was forced to drop out of school.
occasional wind knock off early, will be the same as before the entrance to our school to pick me up, as usual, took my bag, then pulled from the arms of all kinds of snacks to me.
girls boys in front of the most striking, near the Ashanti temporary tables Sui Suinian in my ear: boyfriend right? introduced to me, OK?
No comments:
Post a Comment